Why can't I live with my head in the clouds? Why can't I have some romantic notion that some grand yet yes illogical and inconceivable thing could happen? I don't put all my stock into fleeting notions but I like to dream. I like thinking that somewhere, somehow people are worth the effort, worth the expense, worth the time. What is wrong with dreaming? What is wrong with fairy tale romances and silly little thoughts of momentary what could it be? What is wrong with flirting with no future assumption or promise of sex? What is wrong with any of it? I don't care how cynical the world is, I don't care what makes sense, I don't care how many holiday days someone has. It doesn't have to make sense... It just doesn't... Too many people settle in and compromise for the here and now, proximity taking way to true compatibility. Not to say I have any of those things or that fuck I ever will but what is wrong with it?? I will always been a silver lining girl, I wonder why the skeptical world laughs at me... Well, whatever... I hope for the best, usually get the worst, but I refuse to loose hope.. I have walked the path that was prescribed and it sucked, boring, no scenery and it spent all its time matching it's socks, I rather be fleeting and silly and take it as it comes, never this is too hard, but always thinking wow, how much fun am I having... funny bunny me, will probably die alone with a stack of Harlequin Romances and a thousand feral cats, but at least I will know I tried.... that I felt, and the I lived....
Saturday, January 13, 2007
What a silly little girl I am....
Why can't I live with my head in the clouds? Why can't I have some romantic notion that some grand yet yes illogical and inconceivable thing could happen? I don't put all my stock into fleeting notions but I like to dream. I like thinking that somewhere, somehow people are worth the effort, worth the expense, worth the time. What is wrong with dreaming? What is wrong with fairy tale romances and silly little thoughts of momentary what could it be? What is wrong with flirting with no future assumption or promise of sex? What is wrong with any of it? I don't care how cynical the world is, I don't care what makes sense, I don't care how many holiday days someone has. It doesn't have to make sense... It just doesn't... Too many people settle in and compromise for the here and now, proximity taking way to true compatibility. Not to say I have any of those things or that fuck I ever will but what is wrong with it?? I will always been a silver lining girl, I wonder why the skeptical world laughs at me... Well, whatever... I hope for the best, usually get the worst, but I refuse to loose hope.. I have walked the path that was prescribed and it sucked, boring, no scenery and it spent all its time matching it's socks, I rather be fleeting and silly and take it as it comes, never this is too hard, but always thinking wow, how much fun am I having... funny bunny me, will probably die alone with a stack of Harlequin Romances and a thousand feral cats, but at least I will know I tried.... that I felt, and the I lived....
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
7 comments:
oh yeeesssss!!!! i have fucked up so many times and jumped into things with both feet KNOWING it was going to end bad...but I did it. Fuck playing it safe.
I'm far from the "silver lining" kinda guy, I'm usually pretty negative, but I know all those things made me who I am. Rock on, grrrl.
Shroomy, you're sooo not gonna die surrounded by Harlequin books! You'll be surrounded by your harem of hot men! I always like to think that dreams build on our souls. You have remarkable resilience, and there's nothing wrong with wanting true love and romance. Never settle for anything less babes! xoxo
Skincarver- ohhh I am always the first one off the high dive, knowing damn well I can't swim for shit.. But I love the rush, I love the excitement... I don't think that will ever change....
Angela-ohhh now a harem is what I am talking about... fuck true love, I need a stable of sluts!
as long as both know what's going on everything should go. I think the whole issue is a thing of self protection.
Fun is good, but when it comes to times, you really got risk something. And that should be on the mind of both parties ;-)
so long. harleqin books? (shivering with joy)
Nothing wrong with having your head in the clouds at all. How else are we to imagine what we would like our lives to be?
To all the things you hold in your heart ... I say that it could happen.
Sherry- I have come to the conclusion that at this point in life love has to be this amazing all encompasing thing, no more settles for whatever it may be, no compromise, it has to be spectacular! I think difficult but do able... if not, I become a lesbian... and give up on men altogether... ya know whatever...
Roentgen- awww honey you know me sooo well.... why not risk, ya know.... if you don't try, you'll never know... how vanilla....
Post a Comment